The prelims week was devastating, to put it mildly. But honest to everyone, I will use alom's term -- impyerno. There wasn't a single exam that I left the room smiling and rejoicing because I answered everything right.

Day 1: Strength of Materials

Six problems. I got 1a, 1b and 5 wrong. I am still debating over 3a. Damn. I don't know how will I get an 80+ grade with that kind of performance. :(

Day 2: ProbStat

In a multiple exam consisting of 10 items and four choices each, how many ways can a person get 3 to 8 answers correctly? Oh damn.

Day 3: PGC and Org Chem

I did well on the PGC exam, except on the essay part. I don't know what has gotten into me but I really suck on doing essays nowadays. I mean, how come I love to blog but I hate doing essays? Org Chem was just pure multiple choice so it's easier. But knowing Mam Torres, the choices were confusing. But I can say that these are the exams that did not depress me after taking them.

Day 4: Physical Chemisery .

A kind of exam that made us realize that exam week is really a hell week. 25items theory and 5items problem solving. The theory was effing hard. May ibang items dun, namili lang ako ng magandang letter. Yung iba "nagsurvey" nalang. :)) And 3/5 problems are like what the hell is this? It was the very first time I took an exam that I don't know what to write. I have encountered difficult exams, but atleast I still know how to start on them, and they confuse me as I continue solving them. Pero etong sa phychem, simulan palang ang hirap na. :( A fellow batchmate said that nakakadegrade ng pagkatao ung phychem kasi nagmuka kaming walang kaalam-alam.

Day 5: SCL and Amats

Sir Bernabe announced the scores on our quiz1 in SCL. My gosh, I failed!!! It was once again an essay type, and like I said I suck on essays these days! Shit. Theo nalang bumagsak pa. Plus the quiz2 and prelims was confusing too! :(( ANO BA!!! Ayoko ng 2.something sa theology!!! Theology nalang e!!

Amats = advance math = shit. I was damn frustrated while answering them because I can fully picture out what's happening with the orifice, and blahblah. I just don't know how to do it.

Sigh.

When my mom picked me up at the dorm, the first thing she said was "O kamusta ang exams?" and honestly the first thing that ever came out of my mouth was "TSK!" then I cried. I was that frustrated about my exams. I don't know what is the problem. Is it my study habits? Is it the way I study my lessons? Do I lack focus? Ano ba? I keep on saying to myself na babawi ako after prelims and magsisipag na ako. Pero as I look back, masipag naman ako! Damn it. Aral ako ng aral. There is no TV or internet at the dorm to distract me. Kaya saan ako nagkulang?.

Anyway. My ranting is over. Thanks for those who managed to finish reading this post. But if you didn't, I won't blame you. It's an eyesore.

I declare it in Jesus' name!! I WILL PASS ALL MY SUBJECTS THIS SEMESTER!!