Two Years Left

I'm being too much a burden to my parents. I feel bothered about it and I really hate to realize that I can't be of any help. I know we have a lot of things to pay for this summer (enrolment, annual car registration, my Dad's overseas trip and a whole lot more) and here I am adding up to the burden. It doesn't help that I am stuck here at home being a bummer for two months. 

Two more years of hardship then I'll be able to give back to my parents. And for that two years I promise to work my ass off and give the best that I can. Just hold on mom and dad. 

Some notes I've kept.

7-3-09

It's 1:40am in our clock. I'm still awake. Ghel's already snoring. I don't know when will I get used to this new schedule. My body clock hasn’t adjusted yet. I easily get tired even if my day haven't finished yet. I start doing everything past 10pm and I finish at around this time--really really tired. When will I get used to this?

7-9-09

College should be considerate to sick students like in high school. I have been very sick since Tuesday but I still go to school because of the attendance and surprise quizzes. Sheesh.

7-23-09

God allowed me to choose. He has granted me free will. And now I am facing the consequences of my own actions. 

8-05-09

It's raining hard (though I can't see it from our useless window). We've no classes since the Late President Aquino will have her burial today hence it's declared as a holiday. I’m all alone, pigging out on a box of Sicilian Express pizza. At least I can watch How I Met Your Mother. Damn, I never thought it feels so good to laugh out a real laughter after a great depression.

8-19-09

Whatever it takes that what I'll do. I'll give anything to get back to You.

8-27-09

You know I realized that as I grow older, the problems I face get bigger too. So should be my faith. God will never leave me. I know I can pass this stage; I will manage. I'm with HIM.

9-13-09

PAGOD NA PAGOD NA KO. GG NA SIR.

9-04-09

Just watched 5 episodes of How I Met Your Mother. The show is really really hilarious. Reminds me of my friendship between Debb, Allan and Eric. Not really the same as they are, but dang, their friendship is something as genuine as ours. Love the show, love my friends. Now suit up!! :-)

9-18-09

I think I laughed way too much this week. I love it.

10-8-09

Totally drained. Just had three consecutive quizzes this afternoon.

11-19-09

I am here at the Sun Suites lobby. Surfing the net using the wifi. Really, this is one of the best things that has happened here at the dorm -- something FREE. :)

1-02-10

I wish it could be simple, like a retro pop song, "I want you to want me." Boom. End of story. We all live happily ever after. But it's never really like that, is it? -John Tucker Must Die

1-27-10

If there's one thing I have learned over the past year of being eighteen, it is the thing called CONTENTMENT.

2-08-10

It always goes like this: you have to clear up all the clutter in your desk before you can find your missing pen. And so as in life. Deal with the mess before you start on finding what you want.

Boston

"I think I'll go to Boston
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town to leave this all behind
I think I need a sunrise
I'm so sick and tired of the sunset
Hear it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice

In Boston... No one knows my name."

-Boston, Augustana

Plans for the summer

We are now officially cleared from all our third year requirements, and personally the clearance day marks the official start of my summer break. The freedom from all the school-related stuffs and welcoming the fact that we're incoming fourth year students already makes me really happy. :D 

It's gonna be another two months of physical and mental break. I should really make the most out of it. So what do I do? 

1. Watch

    Series like Chuck, Gossip Girl, Prison Break, The Mentalist, Lost, 30Rock and Glee. Old flicks like The Terminal, Catch Me if You Can, Saving Private Ryan, and Armageddon. Latest and not-so-latest flicks like 21, Body of Lies, Shutter Island, The Road and Date Movie. 

2. Read

   I have a lot of books waiting in line for me to read. But I dunno, I am really not in the mood to read books right now. Err.

3. Sleep early.

   The current state of my face right now is really alarming and isn't getting any better. I keep on complaining about it, but then I realized that staying awake till late at night will make just make it worse. I better sleep early lik'a baby! 

4. Anything other than madly surfing and lurking on the net all day and night. 

Pinaghirapan, iniyakan at pinagpuyatan ko ang summer na to. Kaya hindi ko dapat sayangin. Should have nothing but plain laziness, rest and fun! :) 

The Coolest Blogger in the World

Jane Aldridge of Sea of Shoes

She's been featured in so many magazine articles and fashion sites, traveled to many places, set foot on Coco Chanel's office... and she's only eighteen. Yes my dear friends, she's just about my age. Her eccentric and very creative fashion sense has attracted thousands (perhaps millions any time soon) of readers all over the world and made her a "household" name to all aspiring fashion bloggers. Her very interesting style even made it to this lame and very generic blog of mine. Clearly my favorite blogger since 2008. High five, Sea of Shoes!