"Study as if you were going to live forever; live as if you were going to die tomorrow."

by - 10:13 AM

Yes I will! I will! I will!

I was devastated and blown away by my Calculus quiz#5 just recently. I couldn't sleep because of it. Damn. And the moment I woke up, that's what I remembered. Oh my. I was that frustrated! I reviewed for that quiz till 2am, so I thought I'll do good. And Sir told us that he's expecting a lot of u to get perfect scores because the quiz'll be easy. I don't know what had gotten into me that I was blown away by it. :(( There were a lot of erasures, a lot of confusion, and all that. I'll pass that quiz but I know my score will not be my usual. Kainis talaga.

I was also tanga in our Physics quiz#3. Why didn't I read the problem carefully?? What happened to me! Kainis! I can get a perfect score from that quiz! Pero. Pero. Kainis!

Our Comp prelims was given back to us (finally!). It was a career-low score for me. 57/100!!! NAMAN!! All of us got low scores on that. Grabe. I know I found the prelims hard, but I didn't expect that I'd get a score as low as 57. Grabe naman. I think it was only 10 of us who got a grade above the passing. Pero I don't care, coz my grade was almost pasang-awa. So my partial average in Comp is now just 62. :(

We still have one quiz to go for each of these subjects before the final exams. The bottom line-- BABAWI AKO!! This weekend, I'll be studying for Computer and Physics na. And I'll be preparing early for Calculus. Humanda ang last quizzes! Ibabawi ko talaga ang grades ko!

A lot of people's been wondering why am I so fussy about my grades, as if I'll fail. I know I won't fail. It's just that school is so important to me. It's the only place where I feel good at the things I do, and it's the only place where all my hardworks get recognized all the time. During the time when I felt very unappreciated, it was the school and my teachers who gave all the appreciation and recognition that I need to boost myself up. School is my haven, school is my comfort nook albeit the stress surrounding me there all the time.



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