4days to go before Christmas. :)
Honestly, I haven't felt yet the Christmas season until last wednesday. It's maybe because of the busy schedule. I'm not used to make Christmas lists and wishes. Pero ngayon, i decided to make one..

This Christmas..

I want a new phone.
cellphone will be the last thing that my parents would buy for me. For my parents, cellphone = waste of money.

I want to have peace.
sounds like a miss-universe-won-the-title-for-wishing-world-peace cliche. But seriously, I do want peace. I do want world peace, but even peace within our family, neighborhood and workplace would be enough to make our lives happy, right?

I wish my parents understand me.
well, like so many of us, i am having a sort of miscommunication with my parents. i am close with my mom, but then... she still doesn't know the real me. She doesn't even know half the things about me. I wish i could open things to them, coz parents are always the best secret keepers in town.

I wish courage from God
i can't pluck up the courage to do a lot of things that i want to do. hey don't get me wrong, coz i am not pertaining about crazy stuffs here! these are just the things that i am fond of like traveling, photography, going to car shows, being active in church ministries, and a whooole lot more! i haven't tried all these beautiful things that the world can offer! i hate myself coz i feel that i'm wasting my life. i'm just here, sitting around and just doing the usual stuff. it's not that i dont want to study; i want to turn a new leaf even if that means getting out of my comfort zone.

I want to get focused on my studies.
if i don't study well, i wouldn't be able to do these things that i want to do. :) And that's also one way of paying back to everything that my parents has sacrificed for me.



what about your Christmas wish?
of course, it's not only wishing .. it's also praying.

the whole sense of Christmas is not getting all the things that we want. It's the day that our Savior was born to redeem us. For me, that alone is worth more than all my granted wishes.

Let us not forget that.


Merry Christmas!
take care,
'dy.