I'm going through a hard time at the moment. There are times that all I can do is cry, and those times are really often. I don't know what to do. I'm scared. People might see me as one tough person, but there are some fragile points in my life and this is one of them. It's one thing that I can't even say to anyone.

For months, I go home, broken and weak, and all I can do is cry. I am awake in the middle of the night, thinking about it, seeing that all I can do is pray. I am very weak right now. I am alone in this.

There are a lot of times that I tend to to forget Him, forget His promise, forget His power. I failed and lost my faith. That's how fragile I am right now. But if I'm going to lose my faith on Him, who else can I depend on? Who else can I believe? People have already failed me.

So I give up.
I give up on going through this alone and not letting God help me.
I surrender.
I surrender everything to Him.
I am crying.
I am crying out to Jesus.
He'll never leave me on this. I trust Him.
Right now in this battle, He's all I've got... He's all I've got... I surrender.

You gave Your life for me. By Your sacrifice, I am saved. THANK YOU LORD. For the life, for the love, for everything. I will praise You forever.

"When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less"