I am HD

My blog just turned one last October 19. Yep, just one; the archives from 2007 are just imported posts from my old blog. So yeah, october 19, one year. Really, who cares? Haha.

Exams are finally over! Whew. I still don't know my grades. Let it be high. Please please :D 

I.am.so.annoyed.

With my anal chem quiz. I know I did not study for many hours for that quiz because, sadly, we had three consecutive quizzes yesterday so I was mentally drained when I got home. But I studied this morning when I woke up and I know that it was enough! The arithmetic are all just the same. But then, the problems in the quiz were made much more complicated so it took us all the time to think and solve for the final answers. I knew how to solve them all but I don't know what went wrong with my calculations. Bakit ganon? :'(

Majoring is really a different world. You really have to treat the difficulty like a bitter vitamin that you have to take daily knowing that soon it will make you better.

We only have one more quiz to go before the finals.

Babawi ako. Babawi ako. Babawi ako. 

"Days went by when she felt so happy and content and confident that her life would be OK, and then as quickly as the feeling came it would disappear again, and she would feel her sadness setting in once more."
-P.S. I love you, Cecilia Ahern. 

I have already rock bottom. Days couldn't be bluer than they already are. Now, I surrender. GG na po. I don't know how long will I stay like this, but I know that now.. I have nowhere to go but up.

September really gave us a big blow right before we say goodbye to it. I doubt if anybody will still be in the right mood to be happy and giddy after what happened to the Philippines last Saturday. It was a calamity that destroyed houses, drowned cars and took lives. It killed about a hundred, but for me he took more than that. People have lost their homes, their money, their clothes; what's left to start on? And taking all of these in is another painful story. It breaks my heart whenever I hear people saying, "wala na lahat ng naipundar namin. wala kaming pagkain, walang damit. wala lahat. back to zero kami." I couldn't even watch the news anymore. I keep on shedding tears for these people. I can't imagine what's life going to be for them. I can't imagine how will they be able to get back to their normal lives. Will the kids still be able to study normally? Can they still catch up on school? Can they still get back on their homes? How about the coming Christmas? :'( How can we still move on after this? Please Lord God. Help us get through with this. Save the Philippines.