I am supposed to be at school right now, walking with everybody on our engineering parade. But I am here at home blogging. Aside from the fact that I feel lazy today (engg students aren't supposed to be at school on Mondays!), I kinda feel shitty too. I woke up with a big lump on my throat, heavy feeling, gloomy mood and a messed-up room. If that's not shitty I don't know what's that called. Actually, I have been feeling this for sometime now. One minute I am giddy and game, then I am scowling because of a petty thing. And the worst thing is, the scowl lasts for days. Is this what people call mood swings? Demmet.

It's my mom's birthday on Thursday. What do I get her? I don't like giving her gifts because she always says if she liked the gift or not. But I want to make up for the bad things I did to her during the weekend. I acted like a rotten, spoiled bitch over the weekend. As in rotten, if you can picture that out. I feel bad about it already, so stop there if you have something to say.