Day 5: A song to match my mood

by - 7:30 AM


This is a song that speaks volume about my depression and anxiety and how I'm going on all fours to fight it every single day. I mean, the lyrics didn't even try to be subtle: "GET YOURSELF TOGETHER" I know! 

It's much more difficult to have depression and anxiety when you're older because adulthood doesn't give you a chance to sulk up and cry in a corner because you got bills to pay. It's hard when you don't want to get out of bed but you have to because no one will tend to your needs. Yes, I have Jay but he's also dealing with his own adult obligations so I'd rather not let him carry my entirety. So to all adults suffering this crisis we're all in this together! It may seem like a never-ending tunnel, but it's just a phase. Let's get out of it. Pay the bills and carry on juskoooooo 


"You gotta stand up straight, carry your own weight. These tears are going nowhere....

And you are such a fool to worry like you do. 
I know it's tough and you can never get enough of what you don't really need now...
You've got to get yourself together. You've got stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it"

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