Ilang ulit na ba ko pinanghinaan ng loob? Ilang ulit na ba ko muntikan ng sumuko? Sa totoo lang hindi ko na matandaan. Pero eto pa din naman ako, buhay pa -- at masaya. Kahit naman anong pagdaanan ko, kahit kailan di naman Niya ko iniwan. Hndi naman titigil ang mundo para makiramay sa problema ko. Di rin naman ako sasaya kung susuko ako. Saglit lang naman ang buhay dito. Saglit lang magtitiis. Saglit lang sasaya. Naisip ko lang, bakit ko pa sasayangin yung saglit na meron ako?
Nostalgia's powerful. It's all over me right now! I'm currently listening to the songs that I hadn't listened to since high school. Hopeless Love, If We Fall in Love, Brighter, Firewater.. so high school, so 2007, so senior. Right? Sigh. Sometimes I like this nostalgic feeling, and sometimes I don't. Well maybe it depends what memories it brings you back. Hehe. I think mine's bittersweet. :PThis summer is a carnival ride for me--emotionally. There are days or even weeks that it makes me feel so lonely. At times it makes me feel blissful and all up for smiles. But there are moments, like now, that it's having me this craving for emotions. I don't know. You'd call that longing and emptiness? Probably.
Oh well. Summer's nearing its end anyway and I'll be leaving home soon. I'll be staying in the dorm, a thing I barely have no idea how to survive. But then, I'll save these frets and fears til I move. Still want to enjoy my hard-earned vacation. :)
P.S. Yeah, I deleted my previous post because I think it's too much a trash for you guys to read. It's so nonsense. Hehe.
Plus this: I'm eyeing this schedule for next sem! It's the best among all four scheds! I'm praying to get a slot with Jhuli & the rest this coming Wednesday.
When it's really really painful, that's the time I can't talk about it. I am usually comfortable sharing my problems to my close friends or to my mom but then I realized that when it's damn out-and-out painful, I can't even say nor write it. Oh well, that's too bad.
On the other hand. Hey, did you guys watch the Pacquiao-Hatton fight? Oh, I know you did. Hehe. It's too short! I want more action! Too bad, Pacquiao's so strong and Hatton's too weak. :P
Parang ang dami kong pwedeng gawin pero hindi ko alam kung ano uunahin. Haha. I've read Angels and Demons just recently and I can say that I'm really impressed with the novel. Liked it! I'm reading Rage of Angels by Sidney Sheldon now. But I'm making very little progress because I watch movies and surf the net too. BUSY. Hihi.
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On the other hand. Hey, did you guys watch the Pacquiao-Hatton fight? Oh, I know you did. Hehe. It's too short! I want more action! Too bad, Pacquiao's so strong and Hatton's too weak. :P
P.S. Check me out on twitter :D