Love.. really what the hell? I have no idea. I once reached the stage where I was one step closer to entering a relationship, and I did feel the "special feelings". But I wasn't even in a relationship when I already got tired of talking to the guy and I got annoyed easily. I had to make excuses why I had to make him stop and I still use that excuse whenever somebody asks me...
I am supposed to be at school right now, walking with everybody on our engineering parade. But I am here at home blogging. Aside from the fact that I feel lazy today (engg students aren't supposed to be at school on Mondays!), I kinda feel shitty too. I woke up with a big lump on my throat, heavy feeling, gloomy mood and a messed-up room. If that's not shitty I don't know what's that called....
Spending the night sitting on the floor, painting nails while listening to Jason Mraz. Eating barbecue, watching the latest episode of How I Met Your Mother and getting a lot of great laughs. Chatting with friends. Having funny conversations. Spending the rest of the night just feeling the cold. Nail polish, the barbecue sticks, the plate and the rest of the clutter still left on the floor. You ask me how was it? GREAT. GOOD...
